Face the Fear

Fear the things, just I’m afraid
Of some things, I want to wake
The morning, it is just a breath to take,
I need someone to help me, to aid.

The most things I’ll never do alone,
The garden of my life would disappear
And one will never care – or hear –
The voice of mine all of me that it’s gone

Fear of mine I’ve got that for him,
It makes no sense anymore to let it pass
Through my innocent – still – mind as it lasts
Into an endless fear of it

May I look as a coward if I go away
From that – whom – thing that is scaring
Me from afar? Makes no sense to ring
Out a hell, I don’t wanna bring it far away.

Puts in his suit, puts in the front of me
His own face, he intends me to be as he is;
I wanna be myself, no to be others;
He pretends for me to be as the way he is.

Being bullied by my own father freaks me out
I fight myself by the way he speaks, it puts
A long way afar for our separated mind,
I would never be like him, I don’t want to.

All in my mind is twisted, all inside
Might have been distorted brain;
Who can help me out to keep carry on
Without being a colder person like him?

I’m gonna drown myself onto my own tears
And even with my own fears…