Seasons change

I've been losing sleep for days over this
but I know that you don't care about it
I don't know what is really happening to me
I know I'm not depressed because I still have my bright moments
I can make it through the day
But in the end
I still lay in my bed
With a thought of you in my mind
And a picture of those times when we were closer than ever.
I wish I could say all that I feel
I wish that I have told you that time when we both connected
When you looked me straight into the eyes and you told me you loved me
The stupidest part about this is that I still hope for an answer
And I keep trying even if it's very unlikely for it to happend.
It's sad because I don't know how you feel about this
Hell, I dont even know how are you doing
Whats even going on with your life
And maybe that is what is driving me crazy
The fact that we didn't have a closure
But also we didn't even had a start
Everything about us was only a connection
Nothing that can be seen or can be mesured
Just something that we knew we had
We were just two broken souls
That somehow manage to find each other
But now
We aren't even that...